Again life is playing hard on me, again all those fears come with me to remember that I wont be alone anymore. Feelings are double edged, and they can teach you how to survive to the worst storm or they can put you in the middle of a gun fight. Am I taking risks? Of course.
With this on my mind, I started to take these pills, please forgive me I only want to forget all of this, like its never happened. All the blame that is chasing me would dissapear, and I will be fighting with myself; just a dose and I'll be ready. A chemical reaction, that blocks the biochemical pathways in my mind; and you will be gone with this nightmare.
Do I have another way? yes I do. Dig this dagger inside my stomatch and wait until the oxygen collapse my body, while I see the sun exploding across the sky.
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