Party Afterlife.

Glowing lights, Djs, music, the beat of an electronic song. Emotions arent allowed, just you and nothing else. Giving free kisses to someone that you dont know, that you're not gonna see him again.
Drugs, Alcohol, Drinks, Blowing your mind. An echo of sanity starts to say something in your deepest side of your mind; but you prefer nothing just silence. You don't wanna to feel the pain, so you take everything that you want to not feel it. But dont you know that pain is still there?, everything matter for just one second of pleasure, do you know how many seconds does life has?.
The night goes on, and everything is about that night. It WAS the night, remember that life is more granted that just one night of feeling high.
Addiction, Abuse, Sex; and you dont have anything. But you like it.
But everything that matters comes next, when you woke up being nobody, feeling that you need to do all that to feel loved, accepted, safe. But dont you know that is better way to talk, to get to know people, to feel all that without nothing else, just you being yourself?.
But you know, people always want to hide from the pain; to put that strange feeling outside, to try to disguise it, but it never happens. If you dont want to feel it just face it.
I hope that you are not like all the guys down there, hiding the pain away with nothing, with that life that takes you to death, or just will be a feelings coma. And I just want you to be on the top of the world, just take my hand and let me save you...