Leaving Your life.

All my thoughts become my nightmare, every step that I was sure to take to reach to your feelings and heart now have gone away, far across in an empty distance.
Confusion is written in modern times, I dont want to complicate your life, I dont want it. But Im afraid that is the only thing that Im doing.
Lately, I've been thinking the best way to do it, I cant stand seeing how I hurt you; but missing you will be my killing time and every second counts.
I would like to take your hand, and take you there, but I promised to protect you from anyone, anyone includes me.
I was waiting for this moment, that you are so close to me; it makes so happy like I can climb to look an star for you. You are something that I cannot reach, but now you are taking steps to me.
You'll be better without me, no more complications, no more people from the past that want to tear us apart, no more you and me, and that is the worst and painful scar.
This is harder than you know, I dont know what to do, how to do it. Do I have to talk less with you?, What do I have to do to make this go through?. I cannot believe it my mind is leaving your life, but I want you more than anything else. Now you will have to make me believe and make everything happens, please save me from myself and let me be your future.