Another Me.

I woke up today, the clock was ringing but no sound came into my mind. Now I stare at the mirror, and the truth that reveals me is unbelievable.
My eyes have changed to black, the colour on my face went away. I feel colder inside, like my blood is becoming red snow.
Try to look harder, closer but nothing comes up. I'm frozen at the scene. My face looks so different without piercings, I guess Im coming clean.
This life is breaking in this sight, life is like a puzzle and for fixing mine's Im missing a piece. Not looking back, no regrets. I've made that choice, so life went away from me and I burnt my soul and heart so I cannot feel anymore.
Why do I need a feeling? It seems that feelings only catch you off guard and makes you the happy person in the entire world or the miserable at best.
I finding a side of me that I didnt know, a reflection of my mind that was hidden by my empty optimism. Confusion was left behind, all the fears went away as I fade into this twilight.
My mind walk through this sinthetic sensation, real in my thoughts but fake in my eyes. My addiction starts tonight as I melt into this chemical creation...